In a deeply personal revelation, England and Manchester United goalkeeper Mary Earps has shared the mental and emotional challenges she faced during a grueling 12-month period—culminating in the life-changing words she had longed to hear. The Euro 2022 hero opens up in an extract from her upcoming autobiography, detailing her battles with anxiety, self-doubt, and ultimate redemption.
The Low Point: “I Felt Sick Every Day”
Earps describes 2021 as one of her toughest years after being unexpectedly dropped from the England squad. Despite strong performances for Manchester United, the rejection left her questioning her future.
“There were days I felt physically sick with anxiety,” she confesses. “Being overlooked was crushing. I had to dig deeper than ever to keep going.”
Rather than giving up, Earps channeled her frustration into relentless training, determined to prove—above all to herself—that she belonged at the highest level.
The Phone Call That Changed Everything
In 2022, England manager Sarina Wiegman delivered the news Earps had been waiting for: “You’re my number one.”
“I broke down,” Earps recalls. “After 12 months of pain, those words meant everything.” The validation came just in time for the UEFA Women’s Euro, where Earps’ heroics—including a legendary penalty save in the final—propelled England to glory.
From Heartbreak to History-Maker
Since her comeback, Earps has cemented her status as one of the world’s best:
– FIFA Best Women’s Goalkeeper (2023)
– Key player for Manchester United’s WSL rise
– Inspiration for young athletes battling self-doubt
“People see the trophies, not the tears,” she says. “I want football to talk more about mental health—it’s okay to struggle, but it’s also okay to come back stronger.”
What’s Next?
With the 2025 Euros and WSL title races ahead, Earps remains focused. Her autobiography aims to empower others: “If one person feels less alone, that’s my win.”
Her story is a powerful reminder: resilience turns setbacks into triumphs.
